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HMMMM So life has been going pretty good. Lots of gay people have been being gay I wont state names or things going on cause it would just take too long. Have decided I am very satisfied with my life right now no matter what anyone says. I have a awesome amazing bf that loves me dearly n cares about me w everything he has. I also have a 2 year old that I have changed his life for the best n he loves me for it and it makes me feel amazing that I could do that for a child that had a awful life. He is sooo happy n loved n taken care of now. Its just amazing how it makes me feel I cant even explain it. I also LOVE my lil sis with all my heart n soul n realize just how awesome and amazing she is regardless of nething neone says also. People just dont know how to leave us sister's alone! I love her to death n know I can count on her for everything plus shes just about the funnest person in the world! So yes I am extremely happy with my life right now, I hope everyone else is too. Court is coming up so that is kind of scary Im a lil worried n at the same time xcited for it to finally be over n done with. Ive also been having a good time at the same time as raising a family going out w my squishie like once a week usually, we go n shake our asses n just have fun. So thats always exciting n fun! WEll thats about it for now!!
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| THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS AWESOME!! |
[24 Jan 2005|02:38pm] |
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So my very good awesome friend Sang decided to take me n my bestest friend ever ERIN to gatlinburg this past weekend! We got on the road at about 4. Erin had shot gun the way up which was fine cause the backseat was SOOO COMFORTABLE! Me n Erin stayed awake most of the time n we all danced to the CHICAGO soundtrack n sang! We also MOOOOOOED a lot! We got to the hotel n went to go unlock our door n could not get it open, then found out sumhow the last person had deadbolted the front door n chained the back door, HOW DID THEY GET OUT?!?!?! Well Sang then talked to the front desk guy n we got free upgrade to a bigger room n it had a fireplace which was AMAZING! It was on like the WHOLE time we were there LOL! We decided to get dressed n walk along the strip although it was like DEAD cause the city starts to shut down around 12! Ran into sum drunk country ass guys from S.Carolina that amused us n invited us to their motel. We went back to our motel n drank sum n then went to the "PARTY HUT" club/bar type thing that had a total of like 10 ppl in it. Talked it over decided not to go in until they said ok well charge Erin $3 n not charge me n Sang if me n Sang bought drinks. Me n Sang proceed to go buy drinks at the bar decide on jeg bombs Sang pulls out a $10 n the lady says $16 FUCKING DOLLARS PLEASE! AHHH! Ridicolous shoulda just paid the 3 to get in! Sooooo there we run into the drunk hillbilly guys n we make fun of the way they talk ALL NITE! I say Erin come on lets show these ppl how to dance so the 2 of us go to get our freak on on the floor n everyone then decides to dance too, xcluding SANG, so ME N ERIN = LIVENING DEAD ASS CLUBS UP! LOL! Erin went to go off the dancefloor tries to swing under a table n SMACKS her head on the table thingy, which left a HUGE knot on her head. Saturday Sang woke me up to ask if I wanted to get breakfast w him I said ummmmm NOPE sleep is better! Sang came back after his free breakfast at the motel n went back to sleep we were goin to get up at 11 but I woke up looked at the clock n it was almost 12 so I wake Erin up n tell her to get sang up she says no u do it i say no u do it, then I say throw sumthin at him(apparently he was awake the whole time) jumps up from under the blankets n springs across the beds to ours ahhh! Breaks Erins leg on the way LOL! Quite amusin. We decide to get up and get something to eat, ate at a homecookin restuarant which was VERY GOOD! Im fat n ate lotsa food ALL WEEKEND! We then went shoppin along the strip which was quite a xperience. I had been lookin at all the stores for a good t-shirt to get Nathan finally we go into a store that does decals n stuff on t-shirts n decide to just get a "git-r-done" printed on a t-shirt for him. Well the guy began hittin on Erin which was kinda funny at first cause he was fat n ugly n like 33. While he was doin the t-shirt me n Erin found these really cute cotten skirts that had Gatlinburg decals on the front n decided to get them n get sumtin put on the butts of them. They were 3 for $10 n then $1.99 for the decal. We tried the skirts on while the guy sat at the damn dressing room continueing to harass Erin n then harass me ab Erin while she was in the dressin room, so ok the guys startin to get ANNOYING. We decide to get the skirts, i look at the tshirt he decaled for Nathan n it looked like shit it was crooked n very small I asked if I had to buy it since I didnt like it n it was crooked. He says that once he makes it I have to buy it so by this time Im fuckin pissed. Then only charges Erin $4 for her fuckin skirt still makin sexually harrasing comments, ok Im fuckin totally irritated now n hes askin Erin to see her that nite n go dancin, I tell him NO I DONT THINK SHE REALLY WANTS TO ALRITE! Start gettin bitchy w him so he then proceeds to call me a BITCH! NICE! n hes the manager! We leave I see a cop n tell him he said i could file a charge n prolly get sumthin out of it but it would be a big ordeal but that I shouldnt have had to bought the tshirt n he was full of shit UGHH!! So then we go into this lil mall to get those water massage things done n ALMOST get robbed luckily Sang actually had a bad feelin n lifted his head up from his n saw the guy taking my wallet n stopped wow close call! So lotsa crazy things happened to us. We went to the most awesome dinner ever that nite n I had the best steak ever n me n Sang split a bottle of wine which was nice! We met a cool waiter. We then met these 2 really cool couples was invited to their cabin gave us their number but would not answer their fun...weird...think mayb they were weirded out by me n Erins spooning pic they looked at?!?! or mayb just the girl was LOL! So we played beer pong across our hotel floor me n Sang against Erin n me n SAng beat Erin BOTH times! YAY! We had a drunken luau in our bathing suits LOL! We also broke into our hot tub the first night at like 330 am which was fun. Saturday night Erin would not take a shot of tequila w me UGH!!! So I fell asleep beggin Erin to take a shot w me LOL! Then Sunday we went to a pancake house n I had cold eggs ugh. Then we went on the ski life even thought I wasnt drunk :( But it was VERY FUN Sang is scared of heights n I felt bad. But the view was amazing n we took lotsa cute pics on it. We also learned that no one has ever been killed on it or involuntarly hurt only like 5 ppl have jumped off it being drunk assholes which was amusin! LOL! Then we decided we were tired n drove home! LOL! So definitely the most awesome weekend I have had in LONG time me Erin n Sang r the most awesomest 3!! " I LOVE US!!" "mooooooooooo!!!" I THANK SANG FOR EVERY MINUTE OF IT! HES THE AWESOMEST EVER!! I also LOVE my squishie sooo much we had soooo much fun together!! :)
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[11 Jan 2005|11:58pm] |
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I worked today, n it was GAY! So Im goin to try to post every day in this now, but well see how that goes! PERVERTS LOTS OF THEM came in tonite, guy calls n says "i was just in there just wanted to tell u u had a nice ass!!!" AHHHHH!!! SCARY! People r freaks! K well thas all for now BUH BYE!! :)
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[08 Jan 2005|02:51pm] |
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"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up."
"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye."
"You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love."
"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection, and not a fountain; to show them we love them not when we feel like it, but when they do."
"Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'"
"Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so."
"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."
"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."
"Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
"When unhappy, one doubts everything; when happy, one doubts nothing."
"For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: 'It might have been!'"
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[07 Dec 2004|04:30pm] |
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SOOOO Ummm yeah sittin here just decided there is a buncha lame ass ppl in this world. people r just soo dumb n it really bothers me. i feel like i should just sit in this house n have no life n that would b better than goin out n dealin w ppl. im a bitch n im proud of it i dont give a fuck im thick headed i think im always right i tell ppl xactly how i feel not givin a fuck if it hurts their feelins or not its the cold hard truth. hmmm although i really do have a big heart its just u fuck w it n i turn into a bitch. im really a nice caring person when u actually care back. yeah im in a angry mood n i have a huge fuckin hole in my leg right now n it kinda hurts. this is all just non sense blabber n its amusin me. wish i had sum talent n i could just write lyrics ab my life, too bad im too lame for that SPLAH! i dont think im very well liked sumtimes...n I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK! So neways im done blabberin ab nuthin, i must go now....BYE
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